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By candy, 21 August, 2010, No Comment

It was Thursday when my cousin asked a favor. She asked me if i can be their photographer for their coming exhibit, i was hesitant at first cause im friggin tired and tardy and yes lazy for short. I told mom about it and she forced me, she said it might be an opportunity so i took it. Today was the photoshoot and i was so ashamed i was late for more than an hour! Shoot! Maybe all i need is a bozeman yoga that will reset my mind and settle me back for awhile. Try it anywhere or at the bozeman yoga studio which is too far from here so i’ll will be in the nearest yoga studio here. It felt like, when i arrived they were giving that glare that i cant look straight into their eyes, so my confidence faded. But it was fun cause i get to know them, no names. Just ate or kuya or you whose wearing that color. Maybe after i get a yoga i’ll become a fitness model in my dreams! Hahaha! Im too tired and sleepy so i better sleep na! It is five minutes to twelve o clock. I heard laughter downstairs. Creepy. I’ll go check it out, Bye!

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By candy, 4 May, 2009, 1 Comment

i was too scared to loose him and more scared of being hurt again emotionally, so i made the first move and ended up crying and we both landed with each other, im glad we survived it and happy to be with him again and love this burst of emotions showing on my face. ^^
i feel secured now.
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pleasing the far away

By candy, 11 September, 2008, No Comment

I think i did my best and some are in a crucial way. I devour his eyes, his looks. Its mesmerizing. He was my addiction.

But now im getting sick of this feeling i have for him.

to be continued..

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confession

By candy, 4 September, 2008, No Comment

You’re my summer.
You brought a new life in me.
You put light on my face

You’re my sunset
So beautiful
When you left
You stole something from me

Sunrise
Here i wait. and wait. again.
Im losing hope.
Please give back what you stole.
Sunset had gone and still i cant sleep.

6 more hours.
How i wish you could remember.
Well i havent forgotten you.

Well yes, i like you
Told them i’ll stop liking you when i see you again
I failed. Im a failure. I was born like this.
Now i got nobody to look up to.

Sunrise. Please. Dont just throw it away.
It means a lot to me.
Just give it back and i wont love you anymore

No. This is not love.
This is infatuation.
Its almost a month but i still couldnt stop staring at your eyes.
You’re my book. You’re full of mysteries.
I wanted to solve this.
Solve this mystery which is i think is impossible to happen.

Okay. I WANT MY LIFE BACK.

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Driver

By candy, 20 August, 2008, No Comment

I slept until the music died in my ears last night. I wonder why i cant take him off my head. He’s such a dirt in my brain and the one thing i know, id stop doing things and i’ll be in a daze sometimes, caught thinking of him. Hell, maybe if i meet him again i wont feel like this anymore, i guess and hope.

Get your golf bags here.

BLA!

By candy, 19 August, 2008, 1 Comment

My love for you is brand new. EVERYDAY!

Im falling even more inlove with you. Yiheee!! Cant get you outta my head. OMG OMG OMG> its hard. it sucks. Im a loser. Really. Absolutely. GAAAAH!!! I hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you. Im ranting again and picking out lyrics from random songs. hehehe. I cant explain what im feeling. RAAAAAAAH! IM MAD!!! to whom? I dunno!!!! I MISS HIM!! BADLY T_T .auto insurance online quote duh

stand and fall

By candy, 31 July, 2008, No Comment

Until this day
I’ll be singing alone
Trees here are humming
As melancholy sounds enter my ears

I watch the planes go by
Like its falling over me
Now i stand
Waiting for my fall.

Will this poem fit in the minimum words? wahahahah OKay so lets get a moving services.

I started laughing when somebody made a stupid mistake. done intently or not. at least i have a helluva fun!

Wearing a costume to hide this feeling

By candy, 20 June, 2008, No Comment

Wow. I just followed the rules and so i did it. Oh yeah, its effin related to what i tell you this minute and im still thinking if i’ll say it to him or pretty damn hell not because im too shy or scared. I dont know it’s just that i fall inlove whenever i feel like it and then after a few months or weeks i threw my feelings away and never liked that guy again ever. Im pretty confused in my feelings and i get used to it. im used to it. Get Halloween costume ideas and be the best and get noticed by everyone!

This coming thursday im searching for a cocktail dress and i thought to myself that it is stupid wearing a cocktail dress because i never felt comfortable in dresses and i hate the way people looked at me. I hate being noticed and i most likely like to be alone especially in school because students in there drive me nuts!

If you wanna have the greatest costume you can find it here! Hide using your costume, tell them you love em with your costume and your face wont be seen. Damn good idea. And i hope he does not recognize my voice!

memory

By candy, 10 June, 2008, 2 Comments

Memory is worth more than your fantasies. Olga, wet fantasies. Olga is a friend. HAHAHA! And and she harassed my crush. Lol. Kidding. Get lots of computer memory  here!

My brothers will leave soon. Then again, im alone, wtf. I hate being alone. But i get irritated with freaks, freaks in school. I know lots of them. They give me the goosebumps. Im mad. MAD MAD MAD!!!

MFB . do you know what it is? i’ll email it to you ^^ haha!

 Can i call you my sweetheart my bestfriend?

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By candy, 10 May, 2008, 1 Comment

SUCKSS!

raar! kasi naman nakailang withdraw na ko dun. Tangina, bigla bigla pa naman ni-deny withdrawal ko dun! Piste yan! MALUGI SANA KAYO! haha! Ina niyo!

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Ganda ganda ng araw ko kahapon, paker! Ihagis ko kayo sa wind chimes e. nyahaha!
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